Monday, December 25, 2006
it's christmas. but i dun feel it. my dad's away in myanmar. my mum's with her aunties. and i'm alone at home. christmas? it just doesnt seem so. haix. i'm bored. really. bored.. grr. just give me a step up vcd or dvd. please! and i'll be happy =) but i've got no presents, no money, no food. i'm hungry, tired and bored! argh!! wad a weird christmas. its just so empty.
well, i shouldn't complain i guess, i'll be going out later after all. but still! haiz. anyway, i wanna go and bathe already, its hot and i just feel like taking out my shirt and walking around the house in my bikini top. haha. ok i'm officially in my bikini with shorts.. haha dun blame me, it's hot! haha.. hope the neighbours don't see me, or they wont be able to celebrate christmas well! haha. maybe all kenna saw eyes.. haha.
anyway, i really should bathe i feel dirty. and i just love bathing its so fun! haha. yeah. i hope i get presents this christmas. maybe some money too? haha. i think i'll be going to my godma's house later, a family tradition for as long as i can remember. but it wont be the same. cos i'll be going alone. mum definitely won't go, and dad's away.. but i guess i still have my cousins.. haha. oh well. i shall be independent! lol.
well, i just went to steal a peach slice from the fridge.. lol. i'm hungry k?! i know it's sinful and unhealthy.. but heh! i didn't eat dinner last night and i'm just starved. anyway.. no more for me! haha. i have a craving for chocolates, what a horrible craving huh? lol. den again, i also have a craving for cereal. so weird. sometimes i amuse myself. haha.
hmm.. i feel fat. i gained weight ok?! haha. yeah. and it doesn't help that all my cousins are just goregous. haha. and i'm short compared to them too! what happened to me!!! grr. oh wells, i shouldn't complain so much, at least i'm not overweight huh? well next yr calls for dieting.
i still can't believe i'm in sec 4 next year. or rather next week? yikes! i feel so old ok?! grr. it's gonna be sweet sixteen, but i dunno if it'll be sweet. i'm hoping it would. i wanna do well for o lvls, heh, who doesn't! haha. so i'm gonna have to study hard. yeah. no more ponning school, skipping class.. haha. i've repented from my sinful ways and turned towards a path of success. haha. can u believe that came from me?? haha. the shakespere in me. LOL.
anyway, i so want that brown leather billabong backpack, white billabong wallet, brown tote bag, white wif black diagonal striped roxy tube, david beckham intimately hers, dove pink edition deodorant, STEP UP dvd, soundtrack, to watch charlotte's web.. and just money. haha.
well, i guess that's all. i'm going to bathe already. bye, and merry christmas everyone! =)
1:24 PM;
christine was here