Thursday, June 28, 2007
hmm... nth to do so come blog. lol. actually supposed to be doing hw.. yes, i still hav ss and lit and eng and math.. but.... i cant concentrate.. did 4 pages of ss and wrote like half an essay for lit? yeah n that's it.. so drained can..
had land trg today.. it was actually ok. but i realised that i really run like super slow alr lahx.. so sian can.. lol. and tmr's 2.4.. so yeah, jus hope i can get A.. hmm.. oh yeah! i lost weight and grew taller.. so proud of myself lahx.. but actually its not even me.. but yeah i'm happy! lol.
grr.. tmr hav chinese o level oral.. haha somehow i'm not nervous at all... but yeah really hope i can pass chi o level this time so i dun hav to retake it.. haha. yeah.. well, i had a good catch up time wif ruo ning today! really miss her lahx.. she's so busy now.. lol.
anyway, i'm going back to ss! lol. alrites.. i think this was a really really boring entry!! hmm. too bad. lol. i feel mean.. oh well.. that's all.. bye.
3:18 AM;
christine was here
Sunday, June 24, 2007
haha i'm back. lol. i'm so confused. read my hp inbox n you'll know why, but no, i'm not gonna let u read it! haha. lolx. oh wells.. i'm waiting for dad 2 come back.. lol. tmr hav sch!! yay!! lol. weird hor? but i really really miss 4E like crazy. seriously. haha.
hmm.. lots of things happened this holidays.. there was EMERGE, debate, an end of my r/s wif sw, joining tuition where i made gd frens lyk sylvia!, gg back to canoeing, mum migrating and jus so so much more! lol. wad an eventful month.
though not everything's good, i choose to be optimistic, and i can see the reason behind every happening. and i believe it's made me grow as a person.. and that's wad its all about. yeah.. i'm a new person.. and i'm happy about it. i cant wait to go to school tmr.. cos i really miss my frens. great ppl..
haha. anyway, i really dun hav much to blog abt.. i'm jus happy 2 go sch.. haha. like a small kid receiving a lollipop. lol. oh well.. i'm gonna pack my bag now.. lol. bye!
11:42 PM;
christine was here
Friday, June 22, 2007
haha! i'm back. and i realised i've really done some shopping this holidays.. hmm still not satisfied though.. alot more things to buy! haha.. yeah.. so far i bought..
- TGIF tshirt
- black slippers
- red belt
- tshirt & vest combi
- brown sinful jacket
- brown cap
- red 'plastic' bag
yeah that's all. omg i bought so little things la! haha. i still want many many more things la.. i want a strawberry necklace! haha. brr.. so many things to buy, so little money. sad.. haha. anyone wanna sponsor? lol.
anyway.. tmr i hav canoeing trg.. finally gg back.. cos they said i hav 2 take part in july com.. yeah.. so gg 2 train tmr.. but come to think of it, it's always been a good stress reliever and recently i've jus been buried under stress from oh so many things that i dun even wanna mention. yeah..
haha need 2 wake up early tmr for training.. my eye bags are getting blacker and bigger.. i'm resembling a panda.. haha! lol. gonna hav 2 buy some cucumber or smth.. haha. slept the whole day today to compansate for my lack of slp the past week? yeah. i slp so so little lahx.. always lie in the bed den cant slp.. haix. sad sia. haha.
oh well, guess i'll stop rattling alr.. lol. gonna do some stuffs.. bye!
11:28 PM;
christine was here
Thursday, June 21, 2007
haix. i dunno why i'm up so early, maybe its cos i couldnt even slp last nite. yeah.. was jus lying motionless in my bed for like 4 hours, so i jus decided to get up and come online.. not surprisingly, there's like no one online! lol.
well, lots of things happened last night or should i say early early in the morning between 2am and 4am. yeah. i'm not gonna mention the details, but jus know that it was enough to keep me awake the whole night.. n enough to spoil my originally very happy mood. lol.
anyway, i dun really know what to do. haix. i guess i need retail therapy really bad, but i dunno who to call along. i wanna buy so many things.. lets jus list them down for fun.
- sinful brown jacket
- topman wallet
- red 'plastic' bag
- black tote bag
- mud slippers
- plastic pumps
- heels
- red belt
- hairband
- strawberry necklace
- cap
- pig top
- denim shorts
- gold belt
- 3/4 sleeve shirt & vest combi
- hp sock
- monkey soft toy
- lip gloss
woah i realised i really wanna buy alot of things.. haha. needs money! i so need retail therapy lahx. haiz. maybe later going by myself. so sad rite? -_-lll oh wells. blurp its the last week of holidays! i should jus relax and have fun.. haix. didnt really do much this holidays.. not much revision, not much fun.. dunno what i'm doing oso. lol.
anyway, went shopping wif syl yesterday (:
yup, and we camwhored at topshop while wearin stylin shades! haha. i look so short lahx =x
ok thats all, oh and i found my fav song, though its old.. it's broken wings by alter bridge!
8:41 AM;
christine was here
Sunday, June 17, 2007
haha i realise that i forgot to post pics of kor n me! haha.. lol. we took very little pics lorx.. nvm next tym shall take more.. lol.
a candid shot taken by kor when we were at long john's eating lunch! lol.
a huge piece of crumb!! haha... lol. kor was afraid to eat it! lol.
a candid shot of kor taken by me! haha.
finally, a shot of us in the mrt! haha.. ok that's all.. we had a great time! bye.
10:51 PM;
christine was here
haha i'm back! lol. and yeah. fri night after cell met shaun.. den we went ECP!!! yay. haha. lots of catching up to do, since i couldnt talk to him for like 1 yr 2 mths. u shud noe why.. lol. anyway, i felt so at ease lahx.. finally can tell someone all my secrets. lol.
seriously, he's the only one in the whole world who i trust with all my secrets. and he's good at telling oso la.. i never say anything he can read from my facial expression de. now, that's wad i call an awesome kor. yup! so we slacked at ECP. mostly at the jetty.. den after tt we walked.. and finally found a breakwater. so we talked and talked... den i got really tired.. so we cabbed back at about 5 plus or 6? yeah.. den came back to my house...
kor stayed for a while den took the first bus back home.. we both agreed to go out so we sleep a while, den he called me at 11.. went to cine.. wanted to go see zi but she wasnt arnd.. so we jus walked.. i bought a top.. haha.. yeah.. den he sent me to expo and he went off to meet his friends..
wa i'm seriously so happy that i finally get to catch up wif kor lehx.. so long lorx.. den last night we had a 2 or 3 hour chat on the phone... yeah.. i think he's coming on mon night to go play swings.. haha. the cg comin my hse for stemboat n rehersal.. dun think many ppl will come though.. lol. some stayin over.. but i'm gonna pangseh them halfway to go out wif kor.. haha!
anyway, i cant wait for our swing session.. yeah. i think the last time is like er... 2 yrs ago?? damn long! haha. sad hor.. it's this kinda friendship, that will truly last. jus an sms, or a call, 30 mins later we'll be there. awesome.
oh well.. i jus got back from tuition.. and its so cold i'm like wearin a jacket at home.. haha. need more jackets lorx.. lol. and need more shopping oso! haha. oh wells.. next wk can go wid kor.. haha.
anyway, i wanna go take a hot bath le.. haha. yeah! bye =)
3:57 PM;
christine was here
Friday, June 15, 2007
hmm... went shopping yesterday wif annie, elson and diana! had so much of fun luhh... bought a pair of slippers and a tshirt which says 'Thank God I'm Female' so cute rites! hahax.. anyway.. wif my new hairstyle, they all said i look lyk little girl.. haha.. den i wore a hairband.. wanna buy but its lyk $10.90 lahx! but its super cute can.. haha.. anyway, here's yours truly.
haha, so u be the judge if i rly look lyk a small girl.. haha. anyway i realise this is the first time i'm uploading pics in my blog can! haha.. lolx. yeah.. so we went cineleisure to visit TUNIK! yeah.. roy, mildred and ziling were there.. so we chatted, and of course, we took pics! =)
that's diana, zi and me @ TUNIK! located at cineleisure, #02-20.. go visit them k? they have nice clothes! haha.. yeah.. anyway, had a good chat wif zi as well.. yup.. its been a long time.. lol. well, i saw a couple of things that i like, mus wait till i have the money! haha.. yup.
yeah, anyway i've been really busy wif tuition and stuff, but tuition is so fun can! haha.. seriously. i've made frens already and i'm actually understanding amath! haha.. yeah.. however, physics tuition i'm not tt sure.. its quite boring and the teacher's rather strict.. lol. so i ended up doodling on my foolscap paper.. here's wad i did..
haha.. i quite like the end result though.. lol! talk about abstract.. yeah.. the pic's not very clear though.. lol. thanks to my oh-s0-horrible photo taking skills.. lol. yeah.. ltr gonna meet annie and elson at toa payoh.. haha they gonna choose house! lol. den later gg shopping bahx.. lol. and and and! i woke up so freaking early this morning i dun even noe why?! haha.. weirdo.. lol.
oh oh! i realise i didnt post pictures of wad i bought!! haha.. alrites... shall post them now...
yay here's the wonderful TGIF tshirt that i bought =) so cute rite.. haha! i jus had to hav it when i saw it.. lol. gonna wear it to cg tonight! so excited can... haha.
and and and the black slippers! omg i love them so much k? i wanted these since forever.. lol. diana and me bought the same ones so we can both wear them tonight! sign of sisterhood! heh. haha. so happy luh..
and the sweet aunty gave this free! so cute rite? haha its hanging on my hp.. lol. hahax. i like small cute furry things. cos its so adorable. lol. so it replaced my piggies, which were dying anyways.. lol!
haha lol. that's me blogging on my laptop.. lol! how pathetic can i get huh? lol. i was jus in a photo taking frenzy! haha. oh wells, i guess that's all. will post more photos next tym, now that i noe how to.. haha.. bye! =)
10:28 AM;
christine was here
Monday, June 11, 2007
heys i'm back blogging...
yeah.. my bedroom set came alr, and its kinda smelly cos its new.. so i sprayed perfume all over! haha. i feel dumb. oh well.. had my first tuition session today.. the teacher is so funny! and quite handsome too.. LOL. but no, i do not hav a crush. haha.
well, i'm so tired today.. and very hungry.. i think i only ate a cheese sandwich (one slice of bread, one slice of cheese folded into 2) the whole day.. a few choc chips too.. but that's it. i'm kinda weak rite now.. scared to leave the house.. ltr i faint on the way.. yeah.. even though my last experience of fainting was in sec 2, the memories still haunt me.. it was so scary. i mean i fainted in public cos i didnt eat the whole day.. and a stranger kindly helped me up the bus.. when i woke up i was already reaching my house bus stop. lucky for me, the stranger did not have any evil intentions.. or i could have easily ended up in his or her house. haix.
i have a stupid headache now, probably because of my lack of sleep these few days.. somehow i jus cant get to slp till its like 2 or 3 in the morning.. dunno wads happening to me oso.. haix i really wanna talk to someone. but it seems that all those who i really can open up to are too busy now.. that sucks.. i had to resort to jus writing everything down on paper.. haix.
i dunno wads going on wif me. but oh well.. i know this is only for a short period of time. lutoil. thats jus an acronym. dun try figuring it out, cos u wont. anyway, i jus wanna go play swings and go east coast park.. oh well if no one will go wif me.. den i'll go alone. gotta get used to it anyway.. and i think i'll go do some exercise.. haven done so in quite some time, and that really helps me take my mind off things. haix.
i feel like dancing again.. the last time i danced was probably sec 2? cos i changed church. so i was no longer in the dance ministry.. looking back, i really miss those days.. it was fun.. i started dance when i was 5, and learned for many years.. when our group of dancers grew older, we became instructors to the younger ones.. it was fun teaching them how to dance.. but i think now i cant dance well.. used to dance at least once a week.. now, i havent done so for 2 years?
oh well.. after o levels i wanna go join dance again. i need that. i love that. its been my passion for so long.. i aint gonna let it go.. thinking back, dance opened so many doors for me.. i went to malaysia twice to perform.. and of course we danced in church.. but it was all worth it. i enjoyed it.
i guess i should stop rattling about the past and start concentrating on the future. i should really sleep, but i'm too hungry.. gastric the whole day.. haix. yesterday all i ate was half a prata and 1/4 bowl of noodles. and today, only a cheese sandwich. i weighed myself jus now.. i lost 2kg.. haix. its not tt i dun wanna eat.. its jus that i dun hav the time or appetite. and there's no food at home anyway.
well, i think i'll stop here.. my vision is blurring.. and i dun wanna faint in front of the computer. yups! bye.
1:08 AM;
christine was here
Friday, June 8, 2007
hey well, i'm back again. and im single! yeah jus broke up.. lol. i guess some ppl have heard complaints from me and tolerated all my nonsense. and i really wanna say a huge huge thank you! seriously, puttin up wif me jus 2 make sure i was ok..
haix. i realised that friendship is something that will always be tested but wont fail but relationships are prone to failure. lesson learnt: concentrate on making good friends. yeah i found many wonderful ppl in 4E whom i can confide in.. so awesome. its like a family (: heh hope im not the oly one who feels this way... well, i love our gossip sessions.. and yeah im actually sad its holidays cos i wont be able to goof arnd wif 4E ppl in sch.. haha. oh well..
anyway.. i wanna thank all the ppl who helped me thru this whole relationship.. yeah.. zi and shaun.. for that one night at ECP. tt really meant alot. i still rmb it really clearly. all the E378 ppl.. diana, annie, elson, leslie, ruby... honourable ppl. and of cos the classmates.. maxine, renu, julian, kaiden, zameer... nd the cousins.. colin n kevin. great ppl. love u guys!
well.. it means im more free now! haha so book me for outings yeah? i miss WIND IT UP CLUB outings! haha. go play pool again yeah? lol. n i wan a real party sometime. yeah. oh wells.. i think that's all.. im so tired like seriously. heh. guess i'll go have a date wif my bed? yeah..
bye! (:
11:49 PM;
christine was here
Thursday, June 7, 2007
yeah i'm finally back. hmm. i have to say that so many things happened since the last time that i blogged.. well, firstly, there was EMERGE! it's this annual youth conference organised by my church! it was from 31st may to 3rd june. it was really exciting. and very power packed!
well, i took part in debate, and the finals were held on 1st june... and we won! haha yay! omg i jus was so shocked when they announced it.. yeah i jus really wanna thank God and of course my wonderful teammates! charmaine n liting! i tell you they're really PRO debaters! haha.. so blessed to be in the same team as them n get to know them thru this emerge.
ok. anyway, there was also PVC rocks! on 3rd june.. it was a drama.. and it was awesome. really funny, and easy to relate to.. tammie and mabel came! haha... den aft that we headed to hall 7 to play pool wif joce.. it was really fun.. and we had lotsa laughs!
haha.. well, the next BIG event is really LIFE CHANGING. that is that my mum left for america. she migrated. so after the grand finale of emerge, which btw was great, i went to the airport to send her off.. she went in at about 4am.. and tt was the last time i saw her.. and i wont see her till after o levels.. sad huh..
well, i went home and an empty house greeted me.. it was really quite saddening, but at the same time i was really happy for my mum.. she sacrificed 16 yrs of her life taking care of me.. and i could tell she was not happy.. now to see her so happy.. i'm contented. at least she gets a second shot at life. its awesome how God works!
and that also meant one thing.. i could live wif my dad... who jus got back yday.. well, i havent really had a proper conversation wif him all my life.. and i hope i will get to some day.. i dun want him to be a stranger whom i call dad as if its his name.. i really wanna know him more cos i believe that he's a great person.. and he's always blessing me.. so far, he bought me a laptop, revamped my bedroom, and blessed me wif lots of money. i wanna know this man. know him as my dad.
anyway, i'm alone at home now.. and you know something, i dun feel alone at all. i know God is here wif me.. i feel so secure when i slp at night.. jus the assurance that Jesus is watching over me is enough. i really dun know what i'll do if i didnt know the Lord. i'd probably be dead by now..
well, i guess i should get going.. i wanna get some slp so i can be refreshed for tmr.. i've got school.. and i actually like it.. yeah.. weird huh? but yeah.. i jus do.. i'm so thankful for all the wonderful friends i have.. maxine, renu, mabel, tammie, julian, kaiden.. these ppl really make my day great at school.. of course there's the rest of 4E as well... i jus thank God that i have the chance to get to know all these great ppl. love u guys!
so i'm gonna slp now.. take care peeps! i'll post more often! (:
12:15 AM;
christine was here
