Tuesday, July 31, 2007
heys im back! so much to blog abt.. sat n sun was deliverance svc. and it was simply awesome! seriously.. esp sun svc.. it was so power packed! like rly.. i found a new respect for pastor derek! haha. yeaps!! well i really feel set free.. and yeah why shouldnt i after all that screaming, shouting, vomitting, punching and crying... but its worth it.. why? i'm totally free now! so much happier... =)
well, next week's FOP! yay! its DELIRIOUS? and and pastor PHIL PRINGLE!!!!! omg. loving it! not forgetting DON MOEN as well. i'm so excited! haha.. its so power packed. i can jus imagine.. an awesome and anointed praise and worship session with delirious? and don moen, followed by a word in season from pastor phil pringle! talk about power! haha. really have to prepare my heart cos i noe its gonna be simply awesome! and i wanna receive as much as i can! i'm not satisfied!!
haha.well, ok.. now lets talk about this week.. tmr's gonna be an exciting day.. have sch in the morning.. den i have an interview at temasek poly.. cos i applied for Direct Poly Admission for Law and Management at TP. so i got called on fri and so my interview's tmr! im really looking forward to it.. really really pray that i'll get in.. that'll take alot of stress off. cos i mean if i get in through DPA, i only need to get L1R4 of 26 pts to stay in that course!
hmm.. elson and annie jus transferred to adult cell group... fri was their last cg meeting wif us.. it was at my house.. so we decided... well, lets make our last fellowship really count! so after cg mtg, keeve, diana, alex, simon, weian, annie and elson went to 85 to eat, while i bathed.. after bathing i joined them.. and den alex and diana headed home... the rest of us went to The Pool Spot at parkway centre to play pool! haha.. we played for 6 hours!! from 12 midnight all the way to 6am! haha. its a first.. it was really really fun and i had a great time.. though i'm really lousy at pool, i still enjoyed myself.. heh at least i didnt lose every match!
haha..hmm.. so sat came.. and svc! den after that had fellowship at bedok inter.. well that's only half the cg.. the other half went to siglap... haha. lol. divided huh? sad.. lol. anyway.. we had a great time and annie n elson had fellowship wif us! haha. so we stayed till like 11 plus plus den i bused home and reached back past 12..
sun.. went svc again! haha.. went wif cass and simon... den ruby came for ministry session.. hmm had a great great svc.. really really!! haha after that went to town area wif simon 2 meet annie and elson.. they were shopping for baby stuff for their baby who's abt to be born! haha so exciting rite?! lol. so we talked and walked and admired baby clothes.. lol.. had a great great time.. den i went home after that.. came back.. and it was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL time! haha. yay! it's a nice show.. and the guy's hot too! lol. anw, after tt was ugly betty and den bed! haha. fun huh..well.. i talked too much alr! haha that's all im gonna say.. bye!
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Sunday, July 29, 2007
from hanee: W-R-Y-D
Rules: Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to select 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
uno/ i eat milo powder with bread.
dos/ i eat hashbrowns with maple syrup.
tres/ i always fall asleep while bathing! esp in the mornin b4 sch...
cuatro/ i have never watched a horror show or movie in my life!
cinco/ in the sauna, i only start to perspire when its 70 degrees! lol.
seis/ i dun eat pork cos i think pigs are too cute to be eaten! haha.
i tag, sylvia. julian. zameer. zai. janet. hanee ( sry tag u back. dno who else 2 tag! )
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
okies... haha. i'm gonna blog a short post.. yday played pool twice! once at pool spot.. got free ice cream! n i won julian! haha.. yeah.. den went for tuition... den went pool again at katong.. lol. pool is fun but i am so lousy! haha. lol. now's not the time to buck up on pool though.. its time to study! lol.
anyway, i didnt go sch today cos was giddy in the morning.. dno why oso.. den had gastric the whole day cos i forgot to eat.. n i jus ate n now i feel like vommiting. shit dun tell me my stomach problem is coming back again... i dun wanna take that stupid disgusting medicine.. haha. yeah. it was really bitter. n gross..
well, anw.. nth much to write abt.. i have to really study.. so im gonna cut my social life n put it on hold for this 80 days more till Os. after that.... whoooo! im gonna shop till i drop, play pool like mad n swim crazily! of course i'll go US also lahx! haha. okok. now.. focus! cos choices hav consequences. n i dun wan any silly choices to get in the way of my A1s!
love u all.
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Monday, July 23, 2007
ok the past few days have been simply awesome! thur to sat had motivational camp in school.. it was really really great. 4E really bonded and i love my class even more! such a bunch of nice ppl. the motivational camp for me really helped me get my focus right. i now am more aware of the absolute need to study really hard. so far ive started on geog n ss. it aint much, but its a start. i want to do well in prelims!
hmm... 1st day was just the basics.. n ramesh was a funny trainer.. lotsa crap.. 2nd day, jul max n i left halfway to go parkway.. went isetan n bought 3 pierre cardin bras! yeah! i bought pirates in black, surf's up and girls rock! yay!!! haha. they're all super comfy please.. haha. omg i'm so in love wif lingerie. anyway, back from that slight diversion, we went back to sch.. had a tremendous crying session. 120 students crying at the same time! it was really emotional... yeah... supposed to hav cg at my hse, but we all cried for like 1 hr plus so dinner break was postponed to 8 plus.. as a result, all the cg members who were already at my hse had to change location to leslie's house! omg. i'm terribly sorry ppl... left after that... n cabbed down... yeah.. luckily they were only playin ice breakers..
anyway, 3rd day came.. woke up late so reported there at like 11? yeah.. den after that, had some sessions again... learnt some stuff.. camwhored alot! and i had to leave early for church! so i talked n reasoned wif mr toh for like 40min... before he agreed to let me leave.. so i went to bedok inter to meet weian n ben, den we went church.. pastor kong was back! yay! haha.. anw, i was supposed to go back to sch, but i didnt, so now i hav detention on thurs.. hais.. think i may be skipping sch on thurs or leave early.. yups..
well, choices have consequences! haha. anw, went fellowship at cs ljs. ate half of combo 1. den couldnt eat anymore.. haix. stomach hav prob.. lol. after that went to katong wif ben n weian den saw more ppl over there playin pool.. haha they all super good luhh.. lol. see them play i oso feel like playin.. so tmr gg play! haha.. of cos is wif my classmates... all same standard de... lousy! haha.
anyway, photo time!
part of 4E at motivational camp! love u ppl!!
me and zameer! thx 4 sitting next 2 me durin the motivational camp! we'll pull through Os tgt yeah? love ya!
haha jul n i durin chi class! its a classic! we're sparstic ppl. chinese drove us insane! haha!
me, dino n jul! chinese pals.. ASSS CLUB!!! haha. love u guys la.. damn funny bunch of ppl!
lastly, ending off wif a pic of myself! haha. more pics n details next tym! so much to write, so little time.
love u all!
sometimes, love between friends can far surpass teenage romance. actually, all the time.
4EXCELLENCE 2007, I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS!!!
in everyone of us, there's an angel, and a demon.... :)
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
hmm... its like rly late n i'm baking brownies! haha.. yes sweeties, you'll get ur brownies tmr! haha. tmr's motivational camp... kinda dreading it cos hav to bring books.. wth lahx.. i dun carry books to sch wan lor.. lol!
haha had a good time today. ate alot n i feel fat! haha. weighed myself jus now... n surprisingly, i lost weight! haha! even though i ate alot today.. noodles, apple strudel, ice cream, brownies, maggi. omg. i feel like such a glutton can?! haha. tmr hav to exercie alr. cant take it. feel so guilty for eating so so much!
hmm. i wanna go to ECP again! but but i rly wanna go alone. lol. such a loner rite?! haha. jus feel like emo-ing by myself. haha. alrites. now i sound emo. haha! nahx. its jus beautiful n i love it there. it jus makes me so appreciative of God's creation; his beautiful painting where the star-filled sky meets the calm of the sea.
well, i dno wad else to say lehx... i dno why i feel this way. its complicated, really. i put on my facade of strength everyday, but all masks fade when i'm at ECP. i cant control my feelings when im there. extremities. sadness. i wanna snap out of it. i wanna go swimming sauna n shopping!
SHEER ROMANCE HAS SALE!!!!
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
yay! went ECP today. damn happy luhh. its like my remedy. yeah. jus came back only.. lol. guess i slpin soon.. ltr hav sch lol. alrites, that's all bahx.. thanks wei an, ben and derrick for gg ECP! haaha. n shaun.. kor, thanks for the chat on the phone. i feel much better.
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
this is not a happy post, so if u dun wanna read, bye. stop here.
haix. i need help.. but the ppl i usually confide in are all unavaliable. hw sucky is that. anyway, i kinda wanna be alone for the time being. talk about lonerism. but yeah. haha. ppl, dun try to cheer me up. if i need u, i'll go find u myself. i wanna be independant. after all, im living alone. i aint gonna depend on anyone anymore. n if ur reading this n ur starting to feel sorry, snap out of it. this is something i wanna do. i wanna stop depending on other ppl for my strength. i think back the past 4 years. i feel disgusted at myself. i have totally neglected my own strength n ability and chose to rely on others instead, being such a burden.
im jus ranting out emotions, so forgive me if i offend. i feel like going out, alone. yet, im afraid of wad dangers may approach me. i wanna go east coast park. i wanna go swings. alone. i wanna get used to solitude. i dun wanna hav to go wif other ppl. i know for my age, im alr very independant. but with my current circumstances, it aint enough. i realise life is not as easy as it seems. i know its an old saying, but when it sinks in, it aint that pleasant at all.
thankfully, i have God by my side. or else, i'd honestly be dead by now. i cant stand the life that im living now. im in such a rut. i need to pick myself out of this mess and jus walk out a better person. talk about enemies, what if my own shadow is my enemy, what if everytime i look at the mirror, i see my enemy? this cant go on. it jus cant. i need an output for all these bottled emotions. but i jus dunno what. i'll find a way though, and i know, i can.
okie sry for the somewhat disturbing post, yeah. that's all bye.
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Saturday, July 14, 2007
im bored. so come blog. lol. went to vivo to watch harry potter yday.. wif zameer, ersian, tammie, qing, jul, kai, tw and myself! haha the movie was quite disappointing cos it had like seriously zero content, as in like the movie had no climax! omg. like wth.. nth really happened in the movie n it jus seemed like a 'starter' to the next episode. how pathetic..
well, anyway, i never really was fond of HP. so yeah, haha.. well, we walked arnd vivo.. jul, qing, kai n tw left first cos they had stuff to do.. so zam, ers, tam n i walked arnd den we went to eat LJS. omg i ate the whole of combo 2.. minus the fries and half the drink.. but its such a great achievement la! haha.. usually i only eat like wad half of combo 1.. haha!
anw, we had lots of fun.. yeah.. saw a strawberry necklace at topshop but it was way to chunky. lol. like it was the whole strawberry n nt half! lol.. anw, i saw this hot mp3 at the samsung shop.. it was small n cute.. n a really really hot one which was flat touch screen n red! omg. haha. yeah..
well, we went in some surf shop.. forgot wad it is.. n i saw this reef cap.. its so hot la. its like really military n it fits my head perfectly! lol. so cool rite. feel like buying.. but oso dno when i'll use it! haha.. so yeah.. ers was finding for a pencil case.. but to no avail.. haha. they were either too big, too girly, or jus plain ugly. lol! vivo! wad happened to u? haha!
hmph i was late for cgm. like really late... i came in halfway through sermon.. felt bad, but at least i wasnt the latest.. haha! anw, cgm's gonna be in my hse next week.. sigh.. hav to leave my motivational camp halfway.. sad huh.. oh well.. haha. i hav tonnes of hw undone thanks to my 4 days absenting from sch.. 3 cos of canoeing com n 1 cos i overslept.. haix. wad kinda attitude is this?! haha.. oh well.. it prob wont make a diff if i did go to sch cos i'd prob end up slpin as well.. lol.
haha.. okie think i've rattled enough. feel like such a blabbermouth. lol. well, i should end here. gg to pack my stuff for church! lol. byes!
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
okay, today was canoeing heats. i was in t1 500m b div girls. heat 1. event 23, lane 5. had to win 2 boats in order to qualify for finals.. and though i trained only 3 times since april last year, i qualified! and and well, i didnt perform well, i jus got 3rd and won the 4th boat by a split second, but i was satisfied wif my direction control, and i know i could've done better. i was glad, that i boosted the morale of the girls, as i was the first girl to race today..
tmr's finals. i've got pressure from everyone to get at least top 4. at this moment, i really regret not training hard wif the team, cos i noe that if i did, top 4 would'nt be a problem at all. and i would be aiming for 1st by now. i feel quite responsible, like if i lose it'll affect the whole b division title chances, and we wanna stay champions! i'm gonna do my best, and hopefully i'll get top 4, and if a miracle happens, i'll return wif a medal.
hmm... today was fun i guess.. but i'm kinda worn out. its really tiring stayin at the reservoir the whole day cheering. lol! i think i've lost alot of strength. and yeah, energy. haix. oh well.. it's jus my t1 and me! and its the same boat i used in sec 2! and u noe smth, my legs grew! i used the 'magic' seat n footrest combi but it doesnt work for me anymore, and i couldnt kick during my heats! dumb ar.. and u noe.. i didnt noe i was about to finish the race... cos i was focusing on my lane that i didnt realise i reach the end.. so i had like wad 5 strokes of final burst.. stupid rite! lol.
look at the date on my breakfast! omg. 21.03.. certainly brings back memories... LOL.
haiz. my last yr boat.. i miss k2 aks wif ruo ning. it was so fun! yeah miss those days, guess i didnt treasure them enough...
a little motivation from the team! so sweet rite! =)
hmm.. anyway, i'm really tryin hard to forget A. but he keeps popping up! i beg u A, pls stop being nice to me.. please stop showing concern. pls jus scold me or smth so i wont like u anymore. its killing me inside. and it gets harder to face u every time.
oh well, dun ask me who's A. cos i wont tell. it's jus me, i'm secretive. okie, that's all.. friday! outing to vivo with the 4E ppl. watching HP. and i'll be sandwiched! ahh! by B and C. omg. lol. oh well.. tts all. bye!
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hmm.. this is gonna be a short post cos i promised to sleep at 12.45... haha... i love sheer romance! omg. the bikinis are hot ok! i so wanna buy lahx.. and i saw this hot pink bra. which i so wanna buy! omg. i'm so in love with lingerie and bikinis! save me! lol. i'm on a frenzy. haha. that's for being a girl! lol.
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Sunday, July 8, 2007
haha today is so cool. i jus woke up lol. was bored so go sleep.. hmm.. mum jus got married over at the states.. so sad i couldnt witness their wedding.. but its ok, im sure i'll be receiving tonnes of photos and vcds as well.. so happy for her! she can finally start a new life after sacrificing 16 years of her life taking care of me.. haha!
anyway, the past 2 days has been quite fun i guess.. haha! wont go into detail though.. tues is canoeing competition already! haha. and i honestly can say, i'm so not prepared. i mean i trained 3 times this year.. and im expected to get into finals? compared to ppl who train the whole year round? haha! i'll do my best though, and i do get to skip 3 days of school! haha!
well, diana was such a sweetheart yesterday ok! haha. she gave me a box of her oh-so-delicious brownies, and a red rose! so sweet rite? i felt so loved ok! haha. yeah. that really made my day.. it was a great feeling! love you diana!!! XD
hmm, i think i think, i dun like A anymore! haha. yeah. smth happened n i sorta got offended, or maybe even angry wif A. but u noe wad, i'm so glad it did! haha. now i feel free! =) come on A, make me angry more, come and pass more comments. dun think i'm gonna talk to A so much anymore, and i definitely wont tell him many things! haha!
ok, that's all. feel like going to eat a brownie! haha yummy =)
bye~!
5:04 PM;
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haha sandwiches are not good =x
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Saturday, July 7, 2007
how how how... i like A, but A dun like me.. B likes me, but i dun like B. C likes me but i dun like C haiz. wanna stop liking A. =(
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Thursday, July 5, 2007
ahhh i dun wanna be sandwiched! kit kat n twix are so out! i want maltesers! but but i cant have it =(
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