Wednesday, July 11, 2007
okay, today was canoeing heats. i was in t1 500m b div girls. heat 1. event 23, lane 5. had to win 2 boats in order to qualify for finals.. and though i trained only 3 times since april last year, i qualified! and and well, i didnt perform well, i jus got 3rd and won the 4th boat by a split second, but i was satisfied wif my direction control, and i know i could've done better. i was glad, that i boosted the morale of the girls, as i was the first girl to race today..
tmr's finals. i've got pressure from everyone to get at least top 4. at this moment, i really regret not training hard wif the team, cos i noe that if i did, top 4 would'nt be a problem at all. and i would be aiming for 1st by now. i feel quite responsible, like if i lose it'll affect the whole b division title chances, and we wanna stay champions! i'm gonna do my best, and hopefully i'll get top 4, and if a miracle happens, i'll return wif a medal.
hmm... today was fun i guess.. but i'm kinda worn out. its really tiring stayin at the reservoir the whole day cheering. lol! i think i've lost alot of strength. and yeah, energy. haix. oh well.. it's jus my t1 and me! and its the same boat i used in sec 2! and u noe smth, my legs grew! i used the 'magic' seat n footrest combi but it doesnt work for me anymore, and i couldnt kick during my heats! dumb ar.. and u noe.. i didnt noe i was about to finish the race... cos i was focusing on my lane that i didnt realise i reach the end.. so i had like wad 5 strokes of final burst.. stupid rite! lol.
look at the date on my breakfast! omg. 21.03.. certainly brings back memories... LOL.
haiz. my last yr boat.. i miss k2 aks wif ruo ning. it was so fun! yeah miss those days, guess i didnt treasure them enough...
a little motivation from the team! so sweet rite! =)
hmm.. anyway, i'm really tryin hard to forget A. but he keeps popping up! i beg u A, pls stop being nice to me.. please stop showing concern. pls jus scold me or smth so i wont like u anymore. its killing me inside. and it gets harder to face u every time.
oh well, dun ask me who's A. cos i wont tell. it's jus me, i'm secretive. okie, that's all.. friday! outing to vivo with the 4E ppl. watching HP. and i'll be sandwiched! ahh! by B and C. omg. lol. oh well.. tts all. bye!
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