Saturday, November 24, 2007
somehow, i feel disconnected.
i know there's a reason for everything, but i just havent found my reason yet. is it just to make use of my house? when i'm gone, will i be missed, or my house be missed. such questions flood my mind, and somehow, i dun wanna know the answer, cos i think, i already do.
hmmm. it's really difficult to make myself want to smile, cos i know if im frowning on the inside, the smile ain't genuine. and if it isn't genuine, there's no point in smiling in the first place. i pray that i'll find the true reason for me being where i'm placed.
1:41 AM;
christine was here