i know i should be sleeping. but but.. jus wanna say that GOD IS A GREAT GOD! so many things have gone well in the past week i dun even know where to start. && i'm finally in a ministry!! yay!! & i love my ministry!! whoots. so much fun!! i got in STRIKEFORCE! thank you God (:
okay, i just wanted to shout that out LOL. oh and ice cream is good for health (: it makes you happy! and being happy is healthy! hahahaha!
bye (:
1:32 AM;
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okay, i've got tonnes to do but i really need a break. let me list down what i need to do so it doesnt seem like so much after all. LOL.
christine's to-do list:
CSA group reportCSA individual powerpoint (final amendments)OB group projectMacroEcons (find another article just in case mine isn't accepted)Read LSM notesComplete LSM tutorialRead Lcom notesComplete Lcom tutorialRevise MacroEconsRevise OBOB online quiz
kay, i've gotta be more focused! don't like to be lagging behind.. hmmm. guess i've got to study study study so i can enjoy LOUD camp to it's fullest!
hmmm, anyway, today set me thinking, and i know i've been having a wrong focus, wrong priority in my life. i really thank God for showing me today, that He works in ways we cannot see, but He'll definitely make a way for me. i feel like a whole new person after today, and i realise that everything REALLY happens for a reason, and when we see that, life won't be that difficult after all.
though i've got a tonne of work on my shoulders, i know that's not my main priority, that doesn't take first place in my life. it's God who's at the top and the rest will just fall below. most of all, i wanna thank God for being so patient with me. i really thank pastor tan for such an impactful message today, and for remembering the few that aren't leaders yet, the few who are often neglected in the church. i also thank my dear, for never giving up on me, and for really helping me as a mentor, to get my life back on track.
i know my focus now, everything else is secondary. cos i know that when i seek His kingdom first, all other things will be added unto me. i won't say it's an instant change, it never is. but i know that gradually, my life will take a turn for the better (:
i may sound really spiritual in this post, but u know what, we're all spiritual beings. i'm just engaging another part of myself. i guess i'll go to sleep and continue with my tasks tomorrow.
i forgot to mention. i've got STRIKEFORCE interview tmr! yay. hahaha i really really hope that i get in! pray for me (:
off to bed! bye!
3:01 AM;
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okay as of now i've got so much work to do, and yet i'm here, wasting my time away. and frankly, i've got no good reason to do so. but i'm just so tired. like i mean all the research, and the fact that lawnet is not avaliable at home.. zzz. it's driving me crazy. and to top it all off, csa as well. and not to mention macroecons and ob. well at least those aren't that bad.. i suppose.
anyway, i should quit talking about school work cos today's a happy happy day & i really dun wanna ruin it! today's our 8th month! yay (: i'm so so so glad!! happy 8th month dear! (: well, if it was a lecture day i would totally pon sch and spend it with him. but. it's a LAW day tmr. meaning LSM and Lcom tutorials. oh the joy. zzz. hahaha.
okay, i should stop talking so much. hahahaha. and really get back to work, even though i'm so tired and i just want to sleep. hahaha. anyway, i think ICECREAM is the greatest invention of mankind. it's simply awesome. of course, chocolates come next. hahaha. i ate icecream today, again! wheee. i'm a happy girl (:
i scream
you scream
we all scream
for ice-cream!
12:26 AM;
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trying to be strong,
hoping to belong.
reality kicks in,
and everything seems so wrong.
this place, so dark, forlorn,
yet in a corner, so lost and torn.
silently wishing everything black will be gone,
the next time it hits the dawn.
yet when the chime hits six,
everything's still in a mix.
a stir of emotions,
rises in the air so thick.
searching for an answer,
looking for a clue,
for someone to be near,
someone similar to you.
yet everyone's so distant,
in another world.
one so foreign,
one so cold.
what is it worth?
gold or silver, none,
but one's birth into a new dimension,
where creation now conforms.
the yelling and clapping,
must it really be there?
or is it just so,
others would stare?
stop the act,
face the music.
please show me someone,
that hasn't lost it.
okay, i guess i felt poetic again? LOL. hahahaha. i'm supposed to be at PM now. but. i was gonna be late and had no money to take cab. so i figured i jus wouldn't go. no point going in and disturbing everybody anyway. so i'm still at home. haha!
on a lighter note, i'm finally meeting taukua tmr! yayness! like FINALLY. hahahaha. we havent gone out in eons and i really miss her!! hahahaha! whoots! (:
bye!
1:02 PM;
christine was here
here i am again. yes, i know i ought to be doing my tutorials but everyone deserves a break! LOL. i'm still craving for ice cream. it simply rocks! i love ice cream! LOL. guess i'll go get some tomorrow! hahaha. and of course, FISH! haha. my appetite's getting worst though, weird stomach. oh well.
okay i feel poetic today. haha!
i never ever knew that beneath all the smiles lie smirks,
and beneath all the apparent honesty were lies, rumours and gossips.
i'm disgusted, quite frankly.
i guess i should look deeper than just the surface,
and realise that in this broken down world,
nothing is perfect.
don't worry i won't be fooled,
cos the mask has now been removed,
the true colours, inevitably revealed.
what i thought would be a rainbow,
turned out to be pitch black,
and what used to be kindness,
was nothing but a trap.
so stop all the acting,
i see past the facade,
of strength and kindness,
yet a hardened heart.
so goodbye,
my so called friend,
don't you even dare fool me again.
bye!
12:35 AM;
christine was here
kay, i ought to be in school now.. BUT. i convieniently DID NOT hear my alarm clock at all, & continued on in my beautiful sleep. hahaha oh well, i needed a long sleep anyway. feel so much more awake now. okay, maybe not, but still. hahaha.
school has been alrite so far, i'm starting to like 1L02 more. that's of course, a good thing. hahaha. i'll be heading over to school later, and it seems like i'll be going for debate after all. as for bs, i'll figure something out. i'm sure there'll be another alternative. funny how just a night's rest can change a person's viewpoint, from negative to positive. weighing out everything, i still feel that the sleep was definitely necessary. anyway, i can always catch up on macroecons.
so anyway, i'm lazy to write anything else. LOL. bye! hahaha.
11:35 AM;
christine was here
hahahaha LOL. i found that on youtube.. it's me, giving my I/P speech on cosmetic surgery for public speaking. LOL.
3:04 AM;
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3:03 AM;
christine was here
okay, i miss 4E 2007. yes, well even though 1L02 is well an alright class, it comes no where close to 4E. like seriously! i miss all the good times we had. fun laughter, how the whole class would pon class together. that's what i call unity to the max! anyway, no point wishing for the good ol' days, knowing they can never return. i guess, pictures speak a thousand words right? so i shall save my thousand words and replace it with something memorable.
this is what happens when you put three people who hate chinese in an all-day chinese class. LOL. fun times, indeed!
& this is what i call a great and awesome class! LOL. i'm still sourcing out more pictures. can't seem to find them in my folders. LOL.
i had debate orientation earlier in the day, and now i'm debating whether or not i should join debate. WOW, that's a mouthfull. LOL. anyway, i'm still debating, haven't made a decision yet. i guess, only time will tell.
2:16 AM;
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