kay, i've gotta be more focused! don't like to be lagging behind.. hmmm. guess i've got to study study study so i can enjoy LOUD camp to it's fullest!
hmmm, anyway, today set me thinking, and i know i've been having a wrong focus, wrong priority in my life. i really thank God for showing me today, that He works in ways we cannot see, but He'll definitely make a way for me. i feel like a whole new person after today, and i realise that everything REALLY happens for a reason, and when we see that, life won't be that difficult after all.
though i've got a tonne of work on my shoulders, i know that's not my main priority, that doesn't take first place in my life. it's God who's at the top and the rest will just fall below. most of all, i wanna thank God for being so patient with me. i really thank pastor tan for such an impactful message today, and for remembering the few that aren't leaders yet, the few who are often neglected in the church. i also thank my dear, for never giving up on me, and for really helping me as a mentor, to get my life back on track.
i know my focus now, everything else is secondary. cos i know that when i seek His kingdom first, all other things will be added unto me. i won't say it's an instant change, it never is. but i know that gradually, my life will take a turn for the better (:
i may sound really spiritual in this post, but u know what, we're all spiritual beings. i'm just engaging another part of myself. i guess i'll go to sleep and continue with my tasks tomorrow.
i forgot to mention. i've got STRIKEFORCE interview tmr! yay. hahaha i really really hope that i get in! pray for me (:
off to bed! bye!