Sunday, June 29, 2008
HELP.
okay, i've been under alot of stress lately (if you've read my previous posts, you'll know) and well, it's really taking it's toll on me. usually, ice cream would help to relieve my stress. or maybe even playing pool. (it worked for o levels, at least).
however, today i ate 2 ice creams in like half an hour, and played pool for about 2 hours and i'm still really stressed. it seems that none of my methods seem to work anymore. i know i have other (more effective) methods but, those require other people.
one of my favourite stress relievers is really just going to East Coast Park late at night and just sitting at the breakwater, listening to the waves crash against the rocks. it just makes life seem so much easier, and it makes your problem seem so small as compared to the vast sea in front of you.
another favourite of mine is just well, playing on the swings at night. it just has that calming effect. it makes me feel as if i'm swinging my problems away.
i realise it's the simple pleasures in life that really make me feel that everything's gonna be ok. i don't like to be stressed, and i believe nobody does. i may sound emo but that's what happens when i'm stressed.
so if i'm really quiet in school, don't talk much, have earphones plugged into my ears and just seem to be alone in a corner, don't worry about me. i'm just going through a stressful time.
i just want all this to end.
HELP?
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