Friday, November 7, 2008
Dependency.
As i type this post, i’m here using Microsoft Word simply because my internet modem suddenly decided to bail on me. And it’s here and now that i realise how incredibly reliant i am on that small grey box.
Without it, i have no connection whatsoever with the outside world. Of course, that’s with the exception of my hp, which also fetches high bills. So here i am waiting for it to work. And even as i pen down this line, it works now! (:
It’s now that i realise how machines have changed the way we live. And how even while waiting i found writing this post somewhat comforting.
So enough about the lil modem of mine which is fine now (:
On to something more controversial?
Well, i’m a person who’s involved in alot of activities. And i feel that your involvement and commitment in a certain activity will determine how far you go with it. However, this is not always the case, which leaves me rather confused.
I always thought commitment+hardwork+skills=success, no?
It doesn’t seem so nowadays. And i find myself wishing i was back in secondary school, gracing the waters of macritchie reservoir in a k2, or k1, paddling in absolute bliss. Ahhh those were the days. The days that i actually felt needed somewhere. That i actually felt wanted.
All that changed and it won’t ever come back. I guess, it’s just the cycle of life. So, i’m gonna create my own future. I don’t know how. But i will.
goodbye.
12:27 AM;
christine was here