Sunday, June 28, 2009
Don't pry.
i do not like it when people pry into my personal life. if i want to tell you, i will... and if i don't want to answer a question, drop the topic. this has happened before and i don't want it to happen again.. i just don't understand why people are so 'interested'.
just ask des, i've always got things to tell her... so if i really wanna tell you, i will call/sms/talk to you. if i don't tell you something... it's my decision. maybe the timing isn't right, maybe many factors are in the way, maybe i don't think i should tell you, or maybe i don't feel the need to. so please don't pry.
i realise unless you're my close friend, i'll only tell you things on a need to know basis. so if you don't need to know it, you won't.
bye.
11:32 PM;
christine was here
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Questioning.
This is one of those days that i just question myself- my life, my purposes, everything. it just seems like i can do so much more in life, and i'm far from that destination. if you know me reasonably well, you'll know that i always ask 'what if'. i've made quite a few major decisions in my short 18 year life. decisions like which country to reside in, which parent to give custody to, which school to go to, which course to take, which religion to follow, and many more. i don't regret any decision that i've made, but sometimes i just wonder, what if. what if i chose differently, what would happen? it just makes me realise that life really is based on the choices we make. from day to day choices like what to eat, which bus to take... to more important ones, like choosing project mates, career path, schools...
i guess my life so far has been eventful, interesting and unpredictable...
12:31 AM;
christine was here
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Happenings.
many things have been happening recently, some good, some not so good. let's start with the good.. i got a new phone today, thanks to dad! (: even though i was against touch screen phones, this phone caught my attention, yes it's touch screen but i love it! (:
anyway, i met melina (my kindergarten classmate) the other day at tp! (: it was cool meeting her.. and i realise how far we've come! we've known each other for 15 years!! that's a REALLY LONG TIME!! hahaha. hope to have another kindergarten gathering soon, it's good to keep in touch with people! (:
well, projects are quite okay for now... contract's been done and basic ent just needs to be typed out.. go venture is done.. now i'm left with mbs... really hope i can do well this sem to pull up my gpa!!
anyway, dad's leaving tomorrow... he'll probably be gone for a month which means i'll be left alone again. haha. it's not good or bad, it's just an adjustment that has to be made.. i mean i'm 18 already, shouldn't rely on parents too much!! sometimes i just wanna go and work so i can be completely independent.. but i keep making excuses for myself.. oh well.
anyway it's time for more contract law....
bye!
11:04 PM;
christine was here
Saturday, June 13, 2009
if only i could.
sometimes i wish i could just let it all out. but i know i can't.
it's when i'm most tired that i have the most fun.
this is really short. i think i'm starting to lose my interest for blogging, well or maybe i just don't wanna say everything here! hahaha.
bye.
2:16 AM;
christine was here
Thursday, June 11, 2009
LOUD CAMP.
i just got back from LOUD camp 09! it was awesome!!! (:
more details next time!
well, i realised one thing though... technology has been so big a part of my life that i've forgotten the fun outside of it. during the camp, i realised that true fun doesn't come from the laptop or computer, it comes when i'm having fun with my friends, in real life.
i guess, sometimes though the world is always moving forward in technology, we have to move back.
on a side note, my scalp is sunburnt!! OUCH. my shoulder too! and i can't find my aloe vera gel!!! LOL.
bye!
1:37 AM;
christine was here
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Stronger.
all my life, i've always had to be the 'strong' one. whenever something went wrong at home, i had to be the one to stay strong and positive, even as a young girl. i realise that i'm always trying to stay strong in every situation.
sometimes, it's just so hard.. because of this feeling of needing to be strong, i've never dared to show my weak side to anyone. no one has seen me at my weakest, except God.
anyway, that was just a thought.
i had a great day today (:
bye!
i didn't realise how much it still affects me, until it was mentioned again.
1:34 AM;
christine was here
Monday, June 1, 2009
Mini Emerge!
okay, so mini emerge has officially come to an end! this was the first time i performed in church (not counting crossing over during asia conference). yeap, and it was great!
us after the last performance at jw! (:
well, lately this song has been stuck in my head..
I can't imagine life without You,
without You,
cos it's all for You,
yea it's all for You God.
it's just so true.. i tried to imagine life without God, and it just wouldn't come to my head. all my life, God has been and still is my closest friend.. He's just so awesome, so faithful, so true. i'm so glad that i got to know Him when i'm still young.. so i can spend the rest of my life, with Him.
i love my daddy God, my best friend, my everything! (:
12:39 AM;
christine was here